EMOTIONS....part 2

I want to write something... As soon as I begin writing, I delete it... It's night here and  raining outside... Love the sound of raindrops...
Today was a happy day... My friend and her boyfriend came at my house...
We made pancakes with chocolate and strawberries and ate ice cream with strawberries.... It was so delicious... Then we played cards..:)) was fun..
After all that I studied hard, cause I have midterms... I'm just so tired... Ahh... It's so boring sitting all day and reading... But I'm used to it...
This is my short happy day...
But it's too late here... What am I doing here? Why I'm not sleeping?
I have insomnia or what?
Just feel quit sad... :)
When you like someone what do you do? Especially when you don't know him?
Oh everything's so complicated...
I just want to go somewhere, away from here..
I want happiness to find me..
I think I'm going crazy, you know that feeling? :))
 Hey myself... Just smile... What's the matter with you?
Everything's gonna be okay.. Maybe these are bad days..But sun will come out....

See? I'm talking to myself.....
I'll better sleep :))
Good night..
and wish me luck...