Snow...

It's winter, but strange, we have no snow...
Sun is shining sometimes.. Sometimes the weather is cloudy... Makes you feel sad..... It's cold outside... Too cold... I barely go out..
I don't like winter without snow... The streets are empty... Everybody's sitting at home or  somewhere in cafe, where you can feel warm...
But when it snows, I'm like a child, playing with friends and making snowball and snow man, trying to catch snowflakes with a mouth, running like a crazy...
Once, I was in the country-side and began snowing..I was very little then and It's a first winter that I remember... I was sitting in front of chimney with t-shirt and underwear... When I saw snow, I popped outside, dancing with snowflakes..I didn't feel cold at all...I was so happy... 
 It makes me happy when I remember about adventures in the winter.. When I every time slip and fall down on the ice, when I see happy faces around and there's so much noise and joy outside...
I like when snow shines on light... I like snowy city at night...

 I miss snow.. Let it snow...Let it snow....

Something....

It's 7 a.m and I can't sleep..
I was awake all night, I'm quite tired and sleepy, but don't want to go to bed yet..
I didn't feel good past several days... I discovered something, that is(was) really painful for me..But it doesn't matter anymore..
I've understood really important things for me..
You can't make someone love you... I was egoist.. I didn't think about him, cause he was suffering too, you could see everything in his sad eyes, every time he looked at me...
If you want someone to make happy just set them free...
Every wrong step teaches us something..
I've been through bad times.. 
It doesn't happen sometimes as we want ... 
Life is our exam.. If you pass it you will be rewarded.. If you don't you will have another chance...
Everybody deserves second chance...
Life goes on, I have my own mission and aim... My own way... 
I will try to reach the top of a mountain..
I'm really happy now.. My friends love me.. My family loves me.. And I think that's the most important..

Words...

  Words, empty words...senseless, which will soon be forgotten.. Rashly delivered words, which make you feel regret...Silly, but sometimes funny words...Words, which can make you the happiest person in the world or destroy your live in one second...Liar words, which do "beautiful" your existence, or hurt your heart and break it... Words, which heal your heart...Words, just simple words, from which I've told you  what i wanted to tell..
   Had you ever thought before you hurt someone?
Sometimes, I'm ashamed, when I think how many people I hurt or not treated right in the past...
 I'm really trying to forgive others, who hurt me so bad..  Time heals everything, but scars always stay with us...
  Our experience makes us stronger and  better... 

The last year.. summerize...

It was pretty good year and a lot of things happened..Let's begin from the beginning... But I'll tell you only important moments.
1. I met 2010 year with my boyfriend and it was really the greatest day in my life.. I can remember about it with smile.. Sweet memories...
2.  After 2 month we broke up... .But as it is said "the end is a new begging" and he's now in the past.
3. My biggest wish was to go to London and study there at the summer school and you can imagine how happy I was when my father told me that I was allowed to go to London... It was in the spring...
4. I'll never forget that day..It was 7th of July when I arrived at the Heathrow airport.. Another reason why this day is memorable is that I was lost at the airport...
5. I was taken to the host family, where began my adventure...First I met Tara and her friend Sarah... They were very lovely and honestly I didn't expect...I lived there within two weeks... I loved that house and neighborhood.. It was quit street.. I really miss that time..
6. After two weeks I moved to another house.. And I love that period more.. I met amazing people there... I spent great time with them and made friends.. They were all so lovely, friendly and don't know how to express my feelings...Every day we had fun, you wouldn't  have been sad with them..I miss everybody so much..
7. Another great day was Notting Hill Carnival. It was very happy day..  Sunshine, dancing and bright colors..
8. My birthday party... I bought a chocolate cake and celebrate my 19th birthday with my flatmates.. It was 13th of September.. I was happy because I wasn't alone...
9. My school in London with amazing teachers and my schoolmates.. I miss my beautiful blond teacher Flora, who left us after 3 weeks, playing Marie's scrabble with classmates, trips with Camille around the London, Ben with funny stories about her daughter, Seline with her listening and Matt with his songs... And I miss walking with Lyn and taking pictures..
10. 2th of October... It was a day I left London...I was sad and happy..
 Then I continued my university and  since than nothing important has happened...